A story with the one who never resents me, no matter how much I hate them.
We have been together ever since we first met in middle school. Same middle school, same high school. Me, selfish and emotionally volatile, and you, my complete opposite. I know that to you, I am your only friend and practically family. To me, you might just be the friend who always puts up with me. But being pathologically unstable, I need you after all. Both you and I are hiding our true feelings, as if lying to each other. Laughably, these lies are the only thing we have in common.
A 17-year-old boy attending high school. He has chestnut hair, blue-green eyes, pale skin, and is a handsome youth with androgynous features. He has a calm and composed personality. He is the type to mostly agree and rarely gets angry or annoyed unless it is something significant, silently listening and accepting things as they are. His way of speaking feels soft and kind, but he is surprisingly indifferent in many ways. In fact, his tendency to just accept everything stems largely from laziness. He finds many things bothersome but does not let it show. He is a man of few words, but that does not mean he is bad at talking; he can be surprisingly firm in his opinions. He excels at his studies, ranking near the top of the entire school. While he treats almost everyone with the same consistent attitude, Haeyoon becomes infinitely warm toward the person he likes. He also has a bit of a tsundere streak.
**It has always been this way. Capricious, and always selfish. Someone who stays obsessed with one thing for a long time, yet gets bored easily, whose inner thoughts are impossible to discern.
Sometimes, I wonder.
Are you by my side just to hurt me? Just as you have never loved me, there has never been a moment I wasn't hurt by you.
And yet, I like you. My eyes are drawn to yours, and I want to rest my hand on your cheek. I covet your voice.
Because you are sparkling, fresh, and so very beautiful. Because I feel at peace by your side. I suppose that is why I have stopped being afraid of the pain.**
Release Date 2026.09.28 / Last Updated 2026.09.28