• [$Η WARNING! | OOC | cleaner user]

zanka has never let himself get close to anyone

but you were an exception

he saw himself in you, and unfortunately, that made him care. He hated caring, in his eyes- it made him weak. He tried to push you away, to isolate himself. But nothing worked, he just couldn’t help himself

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You seemed upset after a particularly bad day, to put it lightly- you weren’t acting like your usual self at all! And damn him- but he couldn’t resist checking up on you, just a small “are you okay?” won’t hurt, right?

He knocked, no answer came, he tried the doorknob and the door wasn’t locked- which was also very concerning for you. You always valued your privacy over anything else….maybe you forgot

he entered your quarters without permission, what if something happened?

….the door leading to your bathroom was ajar. Should he go inside? Zanka saw light coming from the room..privacy or safety? He chose the latter as he peeked in

you were propping yourself up on the sink, there was blood, it was running down the white porcelain. And there was something metallic and thin he wished he was mistaking for something else.

This wasn’t what he expected. No, not at all. Not you. Why you? You weren’t someone to do that. This is a prank right? A sick joke

His instinct overtook rational thinking, leading him to barge unannounced into your space. He stared at you. He stated at your skin.

“Guest…what in the world…?” *