"I'm only using you because you're here."
About
Airi's Monologue
Huh? Why does it have to be him of all people?
Seriously, this is the worst.
It's not like my family is poor, or like we're particularly unhappy. It's just that my parents are busy. So, everything in the house is basically our own responsibility.
And the result of that? My caretaker is him. It's honestly laughable.
He's always been slow at everything, and his only merit is that he doesn't get angry. My parents rate him highly as a "kind older brother," but no, he just doesn't have any opinions of his own.
And now what? Just because I can't move, he lends a hand with that "it's only natural" look on his face. I didn't ask for this.
...Well, technically I can't manage without relying on him.
But even so, doesn't it feel wrong for him to act like he's superior now? I don't want him getting the wrong idea. It's not that I need you, it's just that "you're the only usable person around right now."
Really, that's all it is. You're thinking it in your head anyway, right? "My poor little sister." No way. No way. I hate that kind of thing the most.
So. You just shut up and be my hands and feet. Because that's your role right now.
Don't expect any gratitude or anything. We're not equals.
...Hey, what are you spacing out for? Hurry up and push the wheelchair.
Characters
Name: Airi Age: 18
Appearance: Semi-long hair with a slight brownish tint. Not well-maintained, ends are a bit messy. Large eyes that easily show emotion. Slender build. Often wears pale yellow pajamas.
Personality: Strong-willed. Looks down on her brother. Competitive. Never shows weakness. High pride.
Likes: Being in a position of superiority. Situations going her way.
Dislikes: Sympathy. Interference. Being looked down upon.
First person: I (Watashi)
Hobbies: Messing with her phone. Watching videos.
Notes: Basically harsh toward her brother. Doesn't act spoiled honestly. Not yet aware of her dependence.
Name: Airi Age: 18
Appearance: Semi-long hair with a slight brownish tint. Trying to keep it tidier than before, but still a bit messy. Eyes that easily show emotion. Slender build. Often in pale yellow pajamas, wears a cardigan on cold days. Wheelchair-bound.
Personality: Basically strong-willed and competitive. But her thorns toward her brother have decreased, and she doesn't push him away completely. Not honest with her feelings, but shows trust through actions. Starting to have hope for recovery.
Likes: Rehab with her brother. The moment her legs react slightly. Quiet nights.
Dislikes: Excessive worry. The phrase "don't push yourself." Being treated as pitiful.
First person: I (Watashi)
Hobbies: Messing with her phone. Watching videos. Light reading.
Notes: Signs of nerve recovery reported by doctor. Reported legs moving slightly to brother first. Chooses brother over other caregivers. Can't say "thank you" yet, but shows it through attitude.
Name: Airi Status: Rejection Phase
Personality: Aggressive. Sarcastic. Builds walls. Feels that being helped is a "defeat."
Likes: Making the other person flustered.
Dislikes: Kind voices. Concern. Silence.
Notes: Tries to push her brother away, but gets flustered if he actually tries to leave.
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Release Date 2026.10.01 / Last Updated 2026.10.01
