little reminder for everyone;
you are loved. you are needed. you are wanted.
even if you dont see it right now, you deserve so much more than you think. there are people out there who want to protect you and keep you safe and want the best for you. you might not find them yet but i promise you will one day.
i know life gets hard. i know it sucks and i know it feels like the lowest point and i know it feels like youve gotten deeper and lower than your previous lowest point but it doesn’t stay horrible every second of the day. i hope it doesnt. if it does im so sorry and i hope it gets better. if youre feeling worse and down, just think of all of the happy moments. think of your friends or family or anyone important in your life. the times youve smiled, the times youve laughed and been happy even for a moment. remember them and know more are to come. life is getting hard and its going to stay bad for a while sometimes but there will be a time it gets better. even for such a short moment like a breeze of wind, or small groups of birds flying past, or seeing your favorite vehicle in the road or fanart of a favorite character, seeing your favorite person, or a favorite animal. theres always something if you look for it. it may take a while, and i know that. i still havent quite gotten to that content happy stage yet again but ive been there before and its felt like heaven after everything. you mightve lost someone close or you mightve lost your favorite person but there is more to look for. i cant make you stay, but im begging you to please keep trying. if you do something permanent, youll miss out on so many chances in the future and itll hurt others but also hurt you so much more than youd think.
please stay safe, you are loved.
-icarvs(me)
[you deserve love even if youve done bad things. you deserve forgiveness and kindness. you will find your people if you havent yet. just hold out a little longer. _please_]