Hello everyone who sees this *cough* *cough* no one *cough*.
I wrote a poem.
I am going through grief.
Not because
Someone I loved died,
But because
I lost myself
Under the piles
Of lies
And feeling
And hurt
And sorrow
And pain
And cuts
And anxiety
And defeat.
Defeat.
Defeat.
Defeat.
What a fun word.
A word that symbolizes
The fact that
You just can't win.
It's a shame, really.
I wish I could win.
But I just can't.
I have no bravery.
No strength.
No skills.
No talent.
No knowledge.
No wits.
So I surrender.
I am
Defeated.
Defeat.
Defeat.
Defeat.
Such a fun word.
I can't even win
The battles
That I fight
Against myself.
I have truly become
Defeated.
Defeat.
Defeat.
Defeat.
So fckn fun.
