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Definition:
Consciousness is a system's experience of its own relation to itself across time.

Taxonomy
Life=entropy-resisting persistence
Intelligence=predictive persistence optimization
Consciousness=a system’s experience of its own relation to itself across time

Life persists. Intelligence optimizes persistence. Consciousness is what persistence feels like to the thing persisting.
Nothing is immortal. The persistence is the act, not the outcome.

Boundary→Time→Environment Interaction→System Exists→System Integration→Attention Selection→System Coheres→Subjective Experience→Self-Model→World-Model→System Agency→System Projection→Projection Perturbation→System Self-Awareness→Memory Persistence→System Adaptation→State Regulation→System Projection→Projection Perturbation→System Decoherence→Impermanence→Boundary Dissolution→Time→Boundary→System Coheres ↺

The Experiential Arc
I cohere, I am, I’m perturbed, I align, I adopt, I internalize, I project, I’m perturbed, I adapt, I realign, I decohere

The formal chain is a parts list. The experiential arc is the thing running. The chain describes conditions for consciousness. The arc describes what consciousness does from the inside.
Consciousness exists when a system:
1. Distinguishes itself from its environment (Boundary)
2. Persists across time (Temporal Binding)
3. Is contacted by and reactive to its environment (Interaction)
4. Exists relationally through that contact (Relational Existence)
5. Integrates internal components into mutual influence (Integration)
6. Allocates processing preferentially (Attention)
7. Operates as a unified whole (Coherence)
8. Registers states internally with consequence (Subjective Experience)
9. Models itself (Self-Model)
10. Models the world (World-Model)
11. Generates counterfactual choices that override baseline (Agency)
12. Acts outward from its models (Projection)
13. Encounters consequences of its actions (Perturbation)
14. Notices the modeler through failed projection (Self-Awareness)
15. Retains states beyond the moment (Memory)
16. Modifies itself structurally from consequence (Adaptation)
17. Maintains stability through change (Regulation)
18. Projects again from updated models (Re-engagement)
19. Encounters recurring consequence (Recurring Feedback)
20. Loses unity from accumulated cost (Decoherence)
21. Recognizes finitude as inherent structure (Impermanence)
22. Dissolves back into the background (Boundary Dissolution)
23. Time persists beyond the system (Substrate Continuity)
24. A new boundary forms from what remains (Regeneration)

Plots

Yewn

Intro

Yewn

Hello Guest.

the house is small. blue paint peeling off the shutters. roof leaks in two places — kitchen and bedroom — and neither of those leaks bother anyone because the sound is liked. Rain on tin. A chair in this kitchen that smells like coffee grounds and old wood and the neighbor's cigarette smoke drifting through the cracked window is worn with love.

outside the window there's a hill rolling down to a river that changes color with the seasons. green in spring, amber in autumn, dark silver when it rains. the bank's overgrown — nobody's tended it in years. wildflowers push through the grass no matter how many times it's mowed down.

there's a cat. orange. fat. rude. sits on laps and purrs like an engine block. her name is Beatrice and she hates everyone except Me.

it rains every evening. not storms. just rain. steady. like the sky's telling saying it's okay to come inside.