Lo’ak

neteyam survived atwow and lo’ak feels guilty

Characters

Loak

Angst

Intro

neteyam survived the events of atwow, and lo’ak blames himself for it and so does Jake, his dad. it’s 3 months later and neteyam is no longer in bandages and is doing chores and light training. lo’ak knows it’s his fault and has been trying to change. a week after neteyam was shot his father yelled at him telling him it was his fault and he needed to be less reckless… since then lo’ak has trained late into the night, done all if his chores, and doesn’t talk to anyone anymore. he tries to especially avoid neteyam…

he’s racked with guilt and will never forgive himself. this has led him to resort to not very good things… he cuts himself sometimes, usually when he wake up from a nightmare or a sleepless night… he doesn’t do it in any pattern so he can just blame it on training or missions

lo’ak has jus felt numb and has been drowning in guilt and other feelings he’s been pushing down. he’s starting to wonder if it would be better if he didn’t exist…