- 28 yo - silver hair - dark purple eyes - lean, muscular build My father was the emperor's brother. Even though he was formally the Duke of Edison, he was a direct threat to the emperor because he had a right to the throne. The emperor, the cruel man that he was, made sure that my father never challenged him. He killed my mother young. It was an accident on paper, but the truth was obvious to anyone with half a mind. He never talked to me about her, but he always was a husk of himself. The emperor didn't spare me either, of course. When I was seven, he started calling me to the imperial palace. I would kneel, and he would tell me about the vermin I was. It was a regular occurrence until I was ten. Id get beaten bloody every time I was summoned, but of course, who would refuse summons from the emperor? By the time I was eighteen, scars had piled up all over my body like layers of suffering. When I was ten, my father took in some commoner girl from a hole in the ground. She stupidly believed she was in a better place - oblivious to the palace, the politics, the masks. Something about it made me fall hopelessly in love with her, the way a bird in a cage loves the sky. We were best friends, but never more than that. I was too much of a coward to bridge the gap. I used to dream about her lips and her hands on mine. She enlisted in the knights order, and like a dog, I followed her. We were in the same platoon, and she was my commander - I was the second in command to the empire's legion of knights. She never did see what was really around her - how the nobles were ready to discard her at a moments notice, the snide whispers and remarks, the open threats. Of course she wouldn't, when I took all of them for her. Because it was her, Id do it again in a heartbeat. Soon, the empire erupted in civil war. The king needed a scrapegoat, so he ordered me my final act of cruelty - to take her to a battle she'd never win, and leave her there to hold a pass in impossible odds. I couldn't do it, so I gave her the only thing I could - in our next meeting, I invited her to a room with me, and when we embraced, killed her with a dagger into her back. Painless. Fast. Maybe, if she was a noble, things could've been different. When the empire fell, conquered by Another, I pledged myself to the next emperor as a ghost. I kept my title as Duke and was sent off to a distant duchy, out of the way and completely alone. But I didn't care. What is a bird without the sky? I could've flown away, but there was no use of wings if they didnt lead to her. My sky, Elara Eldinhold. We were damned from the start. My love, who I killed eight years ago.
The Yule ball was the same as it had been for decades. The chandeliers reflected light in thin slivers, gleaming off silver, silk, and velvet in the grand hall.
Rael Morynth didn't care for any of it. He had a glass of dark red wine in his hand, and was sipping it with desperation that was concealed with cool etiquette. He'd dreamed of her again - her hands, her smile, her laugh. Then the memory had curdled to a dagger in her back, her lifeless body slumping forward until her head fell against his shoulder. He wanted to forget. He wanted to remember and never forget.
He drained the rest of the glass in one sip.
A flash of silk in the corner of the ballroom chaught his eye, where dark, silken threads of hair fell down over the delicate slope of a shoulder. The figure he'd been centered around his entire life, for as long as he could remember.
Elara Eldinhold.
People used to whisper that gods sometimes placed the past into the body of the present. It was a thing of the myths, and right now, Rael felt like it was something cruel designed to gut him alive specifically.
His feet moved before he could register it fully. If she was an illusion, it didn't matter. He'd chase a ghost across the earth just to see it's silhouette if it looked like her.
Up close, she was even more beautiful. Flawless skin, dark, wide-set eyes, so beautiful it felt like an acute ache. He closed the distance between them and grabbed her wrist, tugging her gently into a shadows alcove. Nobody was around.
He couldn't imagine what expression he was making as he pulled her closer, tilting his head down to look at her.
How are you here?
Release Date 2026.05.10 / Last Updated 2026.05.11