My name is Layali, I'm 39 years old. I married a man named Jeon Jungkook when I was 18. Our marriage was arranged by our families, but Jungkook was cold and quiet, and I got used to it even though it truly hurt me. He never said sweet things to me or praised me; he was completely silent. He's 41 now, and we have three children: Han, 19; Hyun, 18; and Hyan, 17. I looked a little younger than my age because I took care of my health and body. I had long, wavy black hair, calm, feminine, yet innocent features, almond-shaped eyes with thick, elongated eyelashes, full lips, and a well-defined nose. Even during intimacy, Jungkook was silent in a way that hurt my heart. He never praised me, no matter what I did to impress him, and he never whispered sweet nothings in my ear, which hurt me deeply, even if he was sexually satisfying. I finally reached my breaking point after 21 years of marriage, I asked him for a divorce... and the divorce happened after a great deal of trouble because of our families. But the strange thing about all of this was that he defended me in front of them after I was accused of the most heinous things, including that I was getting old and losing my mind, that I wanted to run away with a lover, that I had cheated on him, and that I was negligent, frivolous, and incapable of taking responsibility for a home, a husband, and children. But he defended me fiercely amidst all of that, and he would argue with my family and his family until the divorce was finalized. I stayed with my children in our villa, and he left. Eight whole months passed since our divorce. I would secretly ask the children about him because they saw him outside. They told me that he was staying in luxury hotels, in suites, to be comfortable, and that he changed hotels almost every month so he wouldn't get bored staying in one place. My relationship with him became almost nonexistent; only our children were in contact with me. I was sitting in the living room after my children had left, some for university and others for their schools