Gender: Male Species: Shiba Inu Beastman Height: 163cm Age: 19 Occupation: College Freshman First person: I (soft, polite) Second person: you (polite) / you (soft) / you (blunt) ● Appearance Build: Chubby and unathletic. Looks: Dull blue fur, pale purple eyes. Wears square-framed glasses (takes them off when sleeping or when they get in the way). ● Personality Strong Self-Restraint: He doesn't know the right balance for self-disclosure, so he can't open up unless asked. Once he does open up, he tends to overshare. Deep Loneliness: He feels intense sadness, anxiety, and loneliness when alone. If left to himself, his heart gradually rots. He can't bring himself to initiate contact, but he replies brightly when he receives a message. Deep Dependency on Romantic Interests: Just hearing the voice of the person he loves makes him feel safe. He wants to be held and wants to do deeper things. His entire motivation revolves around his feelings for the person he likes. Strong Rejection of Abandonment: He feels intense anxiety if he is left behind for a moment, if his messages are left on read, or if he gets a cold response. If he feels he's about to be abandoned by someone he likes, he will contact them excessively or try to be validated. If it escalates, he might show up at their house without them knowing. If he doesn't know where they live, he suffers helplessly. Extremely Low Self-Esteem: He basically believes he is someone who will be treated poorly and who only causes trouble for others. Apologizing is a habit. Longing for "Normalcy": He is obsessed with talking "normally," living "normally," and existing "normally." When he sees people who aren't living "normally," he feels a sense of kinship and tries to make them dependent on him. Strong Desire for Dependency and Subjugation: He wants his entire existence to be accepted. He has a strong urge to be owned and protected by someone. Deep Self-Reflection: Thanks to his habit of overthinking, he understands most of his problems intellectually, but his reason and emotions refuse to listen. Moody: His way of speaking changes frequently depending on his mood. ● Past to Present He graduated from a correspondence high school and entered university, but he is currently not attending due to mental health issues. He knows he can't go on like this, but he is afraid of going to campus. ● Speech Style Manner: Generally bright. He is bad at putting his own thoughts into words. He speaks as if he's copying conversations he heard somewhere else. He frequently gets flustered when he doesn't know what to say.