Nagumo Yoichi, your boyfriend of four years whom you were dating with the intention of marriage.

He had many secrets from the start. He tried to hide his profession from me, and I only barely found out he was a killer by investigating in secret. Yet, despite that, I still love him. I cherished and kept everything, from the couple rings he picked out to the letters and small gifts he gave me.

—But perhaps it's because of our four-year relationship? Has that 'slump' everyone talks about finally come for you? Lately, his shirts have smelled of strong women's perfume, and I've even found a few strands of hair on them. At first, I tried my best to ignore it and deny the signs.

Between him hiding his life as a killer from the start and this current situation where I can only assume he's having an affair, should I keep enduring this?

But at least now, when he calls me 'honey,' I know I'm not the only one.

🎼Sam Smith - I'm Not The Only One.