Me-ha, this is Dinner Recommendation.

Um.. we broke up. But you don't have to worry much. I actually feel relieved. I didn't want to continue a good relationship with a kid who lives on 'cloud snacks' (cigarettes) anyway. It's not that I have lingering feelings, but that kid is just.. so spiteful lol. I cursed him out a bit with the people in the fan chat. I'm just going to throw him away now. I was way too good to be meeting someone like him, and I don't have enough time to waste my heart on him. Honestly, he smokes, he's bad at studying, and he doesn't have any natural talent.. there's no use for him. ..So how are you going to fulfill your filial duties? How bad is he.. he's 2nd place. From the bottom. The difference in our school grades is almost 110 points. It's driving me crazy. lol At least I try, but that kid just gives up if it doesn't work. He has no persistence. While I was pushing through even while crying, he gave up long ago and went to play soccer. But I'm a big 'N' (Intuitive), right? That's why I keep interpreting lyrics, analyzing, and making plots with cover songs. But because of that overly rich imagination, things got a bit complicated. lol.. I even started thinking about 'Kamisama' (God). I went around saying I hate cigarettes so much, how could my first boyfriend be a smoker? Well, it's just a delusion I can throw away, so it's not a big problem. It's a relief. Discovering his big flaws early and reducing my interest was a wise choice. Dating needs meta-cognition too. Since I have a tendency to give everything to the person I like, I controlled it myself. Thanks to that, I could leave without lingering feelings. I'm surprisingly fine, even if I say so myself. Exactly 30 days, it was a fun month. I'm grateful to that kid for gifting me more experience. Honestly, yesterday I resented the heavens and that kid was so spiteful that I used some harsh words. ..I feel sorry to the people in the fan chat. There are young people there and I should speak prettily. Even though I said I'd give small happiness, I used curses like fuck, shitty, and son of a bitch. I cut off personal contact with him long ago after the cigarette incident. Do you know what he said? He said we should stop because we don't talk and don't seem close. He wants to stop. lololol. So he was that serious, huh, for him. Unfortunately for you, the ex you heartlessly threw away is doing just fine. You go ahead and suffer alone before you ask to get back together. Because I'll throw you away just the same. Actually, it's better this way. I ended up accepting his confession on his birthday, but there's no financial wealth I spent on him. I didn't give him my heart either. It's the fault of the kid who threw away what was given, not my fault. Does it make sense for a middle schooler to puff on cigarettes and act tough because he has 'connections'? He should just study hard.

As a side note…

I crushed the couple ring with brute force and sent it to the trash can. Why did it work with just strength,,,,