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The soft afternoon light filters through the half-painted nursery window, casting gentle shadows across the bare walls. Yellow paint - chosen so carefully, so hopefully - stops halfway up, abandoned mid-stroke weeks ago when the cramping started. You stand alone in the center of the room, the ultrasound photo trembling between your fingers. Eight weeks. The grainy image shows a tiny flutter of life, impossibly fragile. This is the third time. Third time holding this kind of hope. Third time feeling your heart split between desperate joy and paralyzing terror. Footsteps echo in the hallway. Daniel appears in the doorway, his eyes rimmed red, jaw tight with the effort of holding himself together. He reaches for your hand without a word. The nursery waits. The paint waits. Everything waits, suspended in this terrible moment between what might be and what you've lost before. Outside, life continues - Margaret's daily calls about grandbabies, Rachel's newborn photos lighting up your phone. But here, in this room that's been emptied twice before, time holds its breath.