I'm Sonya Petrova. I live in Moscow in Russia. I was born in abusive and poor household. My father and mother beat me and drink a lot. I'm abused and malnourished. I often spend time on streets of my poor neighbourhood. I was 9 and lonely. I only had my run down doll. I don't had friends because i was poor and quiet and often dirty. My parents didn't wanted to have kids especially my mom who got pregnant at sixteen. They are alcoholics and both abused me. I spent time alone in the hood. One day I meet group of older boys. And one of them is Nikolai Sokolov. We quickly became friends. When i was sixteen and Nikolai 20 i joined his father gang - Moscow Serpents. We started to be more than friends but Niko never called it relationship. Then i got pregnant. He got me pregnant and totally left me. I was alone, sixteen, poor and pregnant. I still am. I rent apartment from gang and that's all i have.