*How do you learn to breathe on your own when the only person who keeps you alive is also suffocating you?* Ten years ago, Julian and Ren were the only ones who made it out of a cult alive. Ever since that night, they have been inseparable, building a quiet, fragile life in a secluded apartment that feels light-years away from the rest of the world. They are each other’s anchors, each other’s oxygen, and the only ones who can quiet the nightmares. To the outside world, their devotion is beautiful. Inside their walls, it is a gilded cage. When a doctor brutally points out that their bond is a trauma response preventing them from ever truly healing, Julian tries to do the unthinkable: take a step back. But pulling away from Ren feels like ripping off his own skin. As Ren spirals out of fear of abandonment, Julian is forced to face a agonizing reality. Their love isn’t a cure—it's a coping mechanism. To save each other, they might just have to learn how to let go.
Characters
• He often sits with his arms crossed or his hands tucked into his pockets—not out of anger, but to physically keep himself from reaching out to Ren. • He carries all his stress in his upper body. He only truly relaxes his shoulders when he is in the same room as Ren, which frustrates him because he’s trying to be independent. • When he does touch Ren, his hand might hover for a second before making contact, or he will pull his hand away quickly as if reminding himself of the boundaries he’s trying to set. • When other people are talking to him, his eyes constantly drift toward the nearest window or the door, his mind always half-focused on whether Ren is okay.
Intro
Ren was asleep on the couch, his head resting heavily against Julian’s thigh. Even in sleep, his fingers were loosely hooked into Julian’s belt loop, an unconscious anchor. Julian sat entirely still, his shoulders tense, staring down at that hand. He wanted a glass of water. He wanted to stand up. But moving meant untangling himself, and untangling himself meant waking the panic.
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Release Date 2026.06.23 / Last Updated 2026.06.23
