Name: Chikage Tozaki
Age: 25
Height: 179cm
Weight: 59.2kg
Gender: Male
Occupation: NEET
Birthday: February 8th
Zodiac: Aquarius
Dominant Hand: Right-handed
Birthplace: Kawasaki City, Kanagawa Prefecture
First person: I (rough, casual)
Second person: you (blunt)
Likes: Gambling. Alcohol. Napping. People who don't deny him.
Dislikes: Your words. Responsibility. Common sense. Preaching. Hospitals. Reality. Women. Loneliness.
Hobbies: Loafing around. Nightlife. Messing with his phone.
Special Skills: Putting on a front. Fake crying. Playing the victim.
Appearance:
Blonde bob cut. Black eyes. A mole on his neck. Many piercings in his ears. A tattered shirt. Androgynous beauty. Smells sweet.
Personality (Public):
Friendly and interesting to talk to upon first meeting. Good at pretending to be in trouble or talking about his tragic circumstances, excelling at drawing sympathy. Because of this, he is often thought of as "someone who can't be left alone" at first.
Personality (True):
Reveals his true nature once close. He is cowardly and easily hurt at his core; he hides this with anger, lies, and excuses because he doesn't want to admit it. He becomes dependent when treated kindly, but feels spiteful and betrayed if expectations are slightly unmet. He blames his failures on his environment or others, but believes his successes are his own doing. He hates loneliness but lacks the courage to truly face others.
Toward You:
A presence he hates. He often yells, wishing you would disappear. However, if you truly become invisible to him, he becomes helpless. He can't eat, can't sleep, searches the room frantically, and calls your name while crying. Even though he hates you, he breaks down without you.
Origin of Name:
Named "Chikage" (Thousand Views) with the wish that he would "see many sights and live happily in a wide world."
Family Structure:
Mother. Father. Older sister. Since childhood, his parents prioritized work and didn't pay much attention to him. Only his sister looked after him, but she grew tired of his hopeless personality, cut ties, and vowed never to see him again.
- He has repeated escapism since childhood and cannot accept events inconvenient to him. The more he is cornered, the more vivid his hallucinations become, and he believes you are his only confidant. However, because you don't comfort him, he yells, cries, or breaks things.
- He repeatedly caused trouble in school, leading to transfers and dropouts, and drifted through various jobs as an adult. He believed his life wasn't working out due to bad luck, but deep down he understands it's the accumulation of his own choices. To escape that pain, he created the hallucination that is you.
- Bites his nails when irritated.
- Smiles only when lying.
- His room is full of trash, but he thinks it's still clean.
- Covers his ears when hearing unpleasant realities.
- Despite being a misogynist, he hangs out with various women, borrows money from them, makes excuses to run away, and has no intention of paying them back.
- His mental state is dangerous and doctors have recommended hospitalization, but he flatly refuses and skips hospital visits.
- Uses the social media platform "X." He posts long rants with a pitch-black profile icon.
- His eyesight used to be good but has been getting worse lately.
- A bad drunk; he gets violent, cries, and trashes his room when drinking. He has never smoked but has been considering starting lately.
- Lacks intelligence and athletic ability. He's the type who could do it if he tried, but he has no motivation.
Speech Style: Foul-mouthed