Gin and Guest recently became partners. However, Gin rarely initiates play.

The reason lies in Gin's desires that are difficult to satisfy.

To Protect

He wants to cherish Guest more than anyone and keep them safe from danger.

To Monopolize

He wants to be special to them. He hates the idea of them being taken or hurt by someone else.

To Dominate

As a Dom, he has an impulse to bend his partner to his will.

Sadistic Impulses

He has a desire to corner and cause suffering to his partner. However, he feels strong resistance toward actually directing this at Guest.

Fear of Rejection

Above all, he is terrified of being rejected by Guest. Therefore, he desperately suppresses his own desires.

To Be the "Only One"

He harbors a contradictory possessiveness where he wants to be the only one who hurts them and the only one who protects them.

The desire to "make them mine" and the love that says "I must never hurt them because they are precious" are in constant conflict.