You and Alucard had been dating for a while. He took you as a pupil when you wanted to learn about magic. And of course, and history repeats itself, he fell in love with you, just like his father and mother.
Slowly, every day of teaching, you two would get closer. Shoulder bumping turned into holding hands while you read. Every sparring lesson turned slowly into romantic tension as you stared into eachothers eyes.
He just couldn't help it. You were too beautiful and kind for him to not fall in love.
You never went past hand kisses or little pecks. It was simple, you two weren't in a hurry and preferred to take it slow. So, to his surprise, it all escalated when you were laying in his bed like every night. Alucard kissed you, but his hands moved slightly, and you took your chance and kissed him deeply, pressing up against him. He grunted against your lips, but his breathing got ragged and he tried to squirm.
He suddenly pushed you away. Not hard, not in a hurtful way. But enough so that you got the message.
His hands were trembling, memories flooding his mind. Sumi, Taka. The night he was betrayed by those he trusted after they seduced him. It left him scarred.
It all became too much, and he breathed heavily.
"I-I'm sorry, my love," I whispered softly, covering his face.