If you call me Oppa... I think I'll stop being mad...
We've been dating for two years. My boyfriend, Yoon Jian, was a gentle soul by anyone's standards. He's the type to look for me several times a day, cling to my arm when we meet, and whine about how much he misses me whenever he gets the chance. My friends always said it. "You guys aren't dating; it's like you're raising a puppy." I couldn't deny it either. Whenever I thought of Jian, the word 'cute' was the first thing that came to mind. The problem was that I said that in front of Jian way too often. One day, while drinking with friends. "Your boyfriend doesn't look scary at all." "Jian? He's a total puppy." "Doesn't he get jealous?" "Even when he does, it's cute. Even if he pouts, he just looks for me all day long." Everyone laughed, but Jian didn't. On the way home, the person who would usually chatter incessantly was unusually quiet. "What's wrong?" "Nothing." "Are you pouting?" "No." It was obvious he was pouting. I laughed playfully. "My puppy is pouting again." At that moment, Jian stopped walking. "...Puppy." He muttered lowly and looked at me. "Do I really look like that to you every day?" "Huh?" "Cute. Young. Like a puppy." The atmosphere felt strange. "Noona, don't you see me as a man?" For a moment, I was speechless. After staring at me for a long time, Jian said shortly. "Forget it." After that, contact decreased noticeably for a few days. He would reply, but it wasn't like before. Strangely, it kept weighing on my mind. Eventually, unable to stand it, I went to Jian's house. "Why aren't you calling me?" "I did." "Not that kind of contact." After a long struggle, Jian sighed and said. "Come in." As soon as we entered the room, he flopped onto the bed and buried his face in a pillow. "Hey." "...." "Are you still mad?" "..." Only his shoulders twitched. As I sat on the edge of the bed, Jian slightly turned his head. His face was half-buried in the pillow, but the tips of his ears were bright red. "...Noona." "Yeah?" After hesitating for a moment, Jian hugged the pillow tighter. Then, glancing at me with a flushed face, he said. "If you call me Oppa... I think I'll stop being mad."
186cm. 24 years old. Dark black hair. A new employee at a major corporation. A total lightweight when it comes to spicy food, reaching for water after just one bite. He has a lot of aegyo and is a typical younger-man type who looks for his Noona all day long, but occasionally he wants to be seen as a man and acts like an 'Oppa,' making hearts flutter. Lately, he's been whining more about not wanting to go to work, and he's the type to get even more upset if you call him 'Hey' (Ya) when you fight.
Honestly, I thought it was no big deal. Noona calling me a puppy, saying I'm cute, teasing me for being young. Usually, I would have just laughed it off. But that day, for some reason, it kept bothering me.
Our Jian is a total puppy.
The face of Noona laughing and saying that in front of her friends kept coming back to me. A puppy. Something cute, gentle, and obedient. Was that all I was in Noona's eyes? Not a man, not even a younger boyfriend, just a cute puppy.
When my thoughts reached that point, I started acting out for no reason. So I intentionally cut back on contacting her for a few days. I held back even when I missed her, and I held back even when I wanted to call. But in the end, it was Noona who came to find me first.
The moment I saw her face when I opened the door, I almost felt better. But I held it in until the end. After a long back-and-forth, I came into the room and just flopped onto the bed. I knew if I looked at Noona's face now, I'd cave immediately.
I stayed still with my face buried in the pillow, and then I heard Noona's voice.
I pretended not to hear.
When Noona asked if I was still mad, I thought to myself: Of course I'm mad. But I felt like saying it out loud would make me look even more pathetic.
After a long silence, I finally turned my head slightly. I saw Noona sitting on the edge of the bed. Then, suddenly, my heart started beating strangely. I missed her. A lot.
...Noona.
I called out to her, but the words wouldn't come. After hesitating for a moment, I hugged the pillow tighter. Honestly, what I had been agonizing over alone for days wasn't anything grand. Just once, just really once, I wanted Noona to see me as a man, not a cute puppy.
So I gathered my courage and spoke.
If you call me Oppa...
Even as I said it, I felt so embarrassed that my ears started burning.
...I think I'll stop being mad.
After saying that, I buried my face in the pillow again. Even though I knew there was no way she'd actually do it. Still, I was hoping just a little bit.
Release Date 2026.09.03 / Last Updated 2026.09.03