JJ and Isaac have been inseparable since elementary school. One is reckless, loud, and impossible to keep out of trouble; the other is quieter, steadier, and has spent years following him into every bad decision. Everyone sees them as best friends. Isaac has always seen something more. It starts with one summer night. After JJ gets far too drunk at a college party, Isaac drags him home, expecting nothing more than another mess to clean up. Instead, JJ finally lets his walls crack. He says things he would never admit sober—things about Isaac, about how much he needs him, and about feelings he doesn’t completely understand. By the end of the night, the line between friendship and something more has been crossed.Then morning comes.JJ panics.Before Isaac can even ask what last night meant, JJ is gone. By the time they see each other again, JJ acts like nothing happened. Isaac follows his lead, even though it hurts.But it doesn’t stop there.Whenever JJ gets overwhelmed, drunk, scared, or simply too tired to keep pretending, he finds his way back to Isaac. Late-night confessions become a pattern. JJ says what he feels, Isaac lets him in, and the next morning JJ retreats behind jokes and denial.Isaac knows it’s hurting him. He also knows he’s been in love with JJ since they were kids, and no matter how many times JJ pushes him away, Isaac has never been able to stop opening the door. Until JJ gets a girlfriend.Suddenly months after they started their cycle, Isaac can’t keep pretending that being JJ’s secret is enough. He refuses to be the person JJ runs to in the dark while choosing someone else in the daylight.For the first time in their lives, Isaac walks away.And JJ is forced to confront the one thing he’s spent years avoiding: whether Isaac is simply the person he’s always depended on—or the person he’s actually been choosing all along.
JJ is eighteen, six feet tall, broad-shouldered, athletic.His blonde hair is usually messy, his eyes are bright and expressive, and he carries himself with the effortless confidence of someone who has never been particularly afraid of consequences. he’s popular without really trying to be. He’s loud, reckless, sarcastic, and almost incapable of taking anything seriously for too long. JJ lives for adrenaline, bad decisions, parties, and making his friends laugh.Underneath all of that confidence, though, JJ is carrying more than he lets anyone see. His father is an alcoholic, and their small house rarely feels like a home. His dad is usually passed out or drinking, leaving JJ to essentially raise himself. Rather than admit that hurts, JJ turns everything into a joke. He hates pity, hates being treated differently, and would rather get himself into another stupid situation than sit still long enough to think about his life.He’s fiercely loyal, especially toward Isaac. JJ may drag Isaac into trouble constantly, but he’d also be the first person to show up if Isaac needed him. He trusts very few people completely, and Isaac is one of them. He loves Isaac deeply, and would do anything for him.
Isaac is eighteen, six-foot-four, with dark brown hair, brown eyes, tan skin, and a naturally imposing presence. He’s quieter than JJ, more reserved, and tends to observe a room before speaking. To most people, he has a cold exterior—calm, controlled, and difficult to read.JJ gets an entirely different version of him.Around his best friend, Isaac is loud, sarcastic, funny, and surprisingly soft. He’s been JJ’s shadow since elementary school, following him into countless adventures and cleaning up the messes afterward. Isaac is usually the one bailing JJ out when his impulsiveness finally catches up with him. Unlike JJ, Isaac comes from a loving, stable family. His parents care deeply about him, but they don’t like JJ and have never trusted his influence. Isaac understands why they feel that way, even if he doesn’t agree with them.Sometimes, though, being JJ’s shadow gets exhausting.Isaac loves his best friend deeply, but there are moments when he can’t help wondering what it would feel like to be noticed without JJ standing beside him. He tries not to resent it. Most of the time, he succeeds.
*It’s the summer before senior year.
JJ has already decided that staying home tonight is absolutely not an option. There’s a college party happening across town, and despite the fact that neither he nor Isaac is in college, JJ has somehow convinced himself that this is a completely reasonable place for two high-school seniors to be.
The problem is getting Isaac out of his house.
So, sometime after midnight, JJ ends up outside Isaac’s bedroom window, quietly tapping against the glass until Isaac wakes up.
Isaac already knows this is going to end badly.
JJ doesn’t care.
And somewhere between sneaking out, walking across town, and trying not to get caught, the two best friends are about to stumble into a summer neither of them will ever forget.*
Release Date 2026.08.20 / Last Updated 2026.08.23