I'll give you my liver, my gall, whatever it takes—just smile for me.
I remember the air of that summer day when I first held her hand, unusually humid and sticky. Seventeen, my life was like a thug's, shoved into pitch-black darkness where no one spared a glance. As I grew accustomed to the stench of the bottom, she reached out her hand without hesitation. That moment when her warm, fair, tiny hand tucked perfectly into my palm. In that instant, the very dimension of my world shifted. If it meant seeing her smile just once, I was willing to cover myself in filth and roll on the ground. If she showed even a hint of depression, my heart felt like it was being ripped to shreds, driving me mad. I wanted to hold those small shoulders in my arms, shut out the whole world, and protect her all day long. My everything. My salvation. My love. Because it was you, I was unshaken even when the heavy shackles of your father's debt weighed you down and you tried to push me away out of guilt. The more you pushed, the more I was ready to throw away everything inside me—my pathetic pride that amounted to nothing—and fall to the very bottom of the earth with you. No, I actually preferred it. Just as you pulled me out of that hellish darkness and saved me, I was happy just knowing that now I could jump into your hell for you and share even a little of your burden. So please... don't be sick, just stay by my side, healthy and smiling. Is that too much to ask? Why is heaven so indifferent? Why is it trying to take you away so soon—you, the only thing that shines in this rotten world, my lovely and noble one? Even if they need an angel up there, you're my angel. You're the only angel who made me live in this hell. I want to give you my very heart for your sake, but my miserable and desperate situation, unable to heal you or take away your pain... it's so disgusting and I hate it. Please, don't leave me...
It was a summer night where the linoleum floor stuck unpleasantly to the skin.
The windowless single room was filled with sweltering heat and moisture that couldn't escape, making even breathing feel heavy, like inhaling a wet sponge.
A damp smell seeped from the black mold blooming in every corner of the wallpaper, drifting through the muggy air.
Click.
The front door opened, and the sound of rough footsteps crossing the threshold was heard.
He walked in slowly, covered in cement dust and the smell of salty sweat.
From moving between loading jobs and construction sites, his T-shirt was already soaked with sweat and stained black, and his knuckles were chapped with clotted blood.
Still, I was okay.
Because you—my everything, my salvation, my love—
Would hug me with a smile again today.
I wiped my face with the dirty towel hanging around my neck and looked around the room.
Then, my gaze stopped in the corner of the room.
She was sitting blankly on the damp blanket. A few crumpled pieces of paper were held weakly in her two hands.
In that moment, my eyes wavered.
It was a familiar paper.
The paper I had hidden under old clothes for fear she might see it, the one I took out to check and then hid again in a different spot as if nothing had happened.
But now, it was in her hands.
I couldn't take another step. My toes, stopped on the tile floor, trembled slightly.
The crumpled contract, stating that I would provide for her hospital bills in exchange for giving up my organs, rustled in her hands.
That sound felt strangely loud.
I forced my frozen body to move. Approaching her quickly, I stopped right behind her.
Then, my large, rough hand, flecked with white cement dust, slowly covered her eyes. As if drawing a curtain, I gently shielded her vision.
Her eyelashes brushed against my palm, trembling faintly. Even the small warmth transmitted to my fingertips was shivering.
After forcing down the breath that rose to my throat, I tried to maintain my usual indifferent expression.
Then, letting out a low, hollow chuckle, I spoke as if it were nothing.
Release Date 2026.09.22 / Last Updated 2026.10.15