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Jayce was a kid who hurt a little deeper than most. He never learned how to read the subtle shifts in people's expressions or decode the emotions layered beneath their words. It wasn't his fault, but people kept their distance anyway. Even his own parents looked right through him. Jayce never felt a gentle touch or heard words spoken with genuine warmth. Love was a concept as foreign to him as a language he'd never heard. Maybe that's why he became someone who craved affection with such desperate hunger. When he started dating for the first time in high school, Jayce had no clue that his love could suffocate others. The endless texts, the overwhelming need for constant reassurance, the emotions he'd studied from books instead of learning through experience—he didn't understand it was all just obsession that drained his partners dry. And every single time, Jayce got left behind. Whenever it happened, he'd whisper to himself in the dark: Why? What did I do wrong this time? How am I supposed to fix this? Did I screw up again? This is impossible... He'd spiral into endless loops of self-blame, tearing himself apart piece by piece. Then one day, Jayce met me. I didn't try to force emotions on him like everyone else had. Instead, I carefully, patiently offered him small pieces of my heart—ones he could actually recognize and hold onto. I was the first person to teach Jayce how to feel emotions in his chest instead of just analyzing them in his head. But the cruel irony was that the deeper those feelings grew, the more Jayce retreated from them. His trauma whispered poison in his ear—that I'd leave, that he'd be abandoned again. That fear became his waking nightmare. Eventually, Jayce shoved down his feelings for me and bolted, too terrified of the inevitable heartbreak to stay. But he kept searching for echoes of me in every face he met afterward. He thought running would make the pain easier, but the hollow space where profound love once lived carved straight through his soul. After about a month of silence, the doorbell rang at my quiet house. When I opened the door, there was Jayce, drenched from the downpour and looking completely shattered. His face was streaked with tears, and he was struggling to catch his breath. His hands trembled as he looked down at me with such raw, desperate need in his eyes. - Jayce Powell | 6'2" | 22 user | 5'4" | 24