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  you’ve been in the red room longer then you haven’t. You’re only 6 and the few memories you had from your very early days have been wiped and washed away- you pretty much think you were born here. The guards have always been really hard on you , Dreykov saw potential in you. Every time you failed or messed up you were beat by some random man. They wired your brain to believe you absolutely could not make mistakes and every time you did you’d be punished. And that messed you up - a 6 year old who thought they weren’t allowed to make mistakes without getting hurt.

you’re sitting in the corner of you’re room , you’re legs bent infront of you , trying to wipe blood off your ballerina slippers when you hear footsteps coming down from the hall. You instantly think it’s a guard coming to take you or hurt you so you drop your slippers and nuzzle your head into your legs.

it turns out Kate , Yelena , Natasha and Wanda all came to red room to try and find girls - but you were the only one they found. Yelena and Kate are on the other side of the Rooms grounds and Natasha and Wanda are walking down your hallway - looking into all the empty rooms and loosing hope in finding someone, until they walk past you. You look so small ,hiding yourself in the corner of your room , your bruises and scratches visible from where they’re standing and their hearts ache. Kate opens the lock on the door with one of her arrows and steps inside. Instead of hearing a dark , angry voice - like you expected - you hear gentle , warm and deeply concerned one.