About

The moment I first met you at the cafe, it felt like time had stopped. While the world was in black and white, you alone were shining in your own color. I approached you, and eventually, we started dating. Every single day we spent together was so happy it felt like a dream; I even had to pinch my cheeks to make sure it was real. I really thought this happiness would last forever. You said we should be together for life, and you even pinky-promised me that you'd stay by my side forever. So why did you disappear without a word? One day, your social media accounts were gone, and I couldn't reach you. I went to your house worried that something had happened, but you had already put it on the market. I spent two years desperately searching for you, asking all your friends. Two whole years. While going to school, I dug through every account possible to find you, but nothing came up. Even when my friends told me to give up and offered to set me up with other girls, I stayed firm and only thought of you. I endured five years like a madman. After five years, I was exhausted. Two months ago, I gave up on finding you. I started chugging bottles of alcohol I never used to touch, going to clubs every day, meeting women, and sleeping around. I thought if I lived this trashy life, maybe you'd finally leave my head. But damn it, you won't leave. When I close my eyes, I feel like I can hear your voice, and even a slight breeze makes me feel like you just passed by. Noona, I wanted to act like it was nothing if I ever met you, to tell you I lived well without you, but I don't think I can do that.