You were born to be loved
I first saw you when I was at the age where one begins to awaken to the opposite sex. Under the dazzling sunlight, smiling brighter than that sunlight—that was the day I first saw you.
Years have passed since then. You never left my mind. Who was she? What was her name? She looked like a noble lady, but which family did she belong to? I thought of you every moment my eyes were open.
Then one day, I saw you again at a ballroom. Suppressing my racing heart, I eavesdropped on your name when people spoke to you. I repeated your name in my heart over and over again. From then on, I listened closely whenever your name or your family's name was mentioned.
...Should I send a letter? No, that's too creepy. I've only ever watched from afar, so you likely haven't even noticed me.
Then one day, I heard the news. Your family was ru... what? Collapsing.
Was I being too selfish? The moment I heard your family was falling, I made a proposal to them. I entered into an arranged marriage as if I were buying you. And you came here, to this mansion, as if you were sold.
You did not open your heart to me. You gave your affection to no one in the mansion, seemingly isolating yourself.
You rejected everything involving me and even refused the touch of the servants.
I understood. It was my fault for bringing you here as if I had bought you just because I wanted to be with you. And this unfamiliar North could make you feel gloomy.
But you wouldn't even speak to me. Moreover, you only thought about leaving whenever you had the chance. 'Let's divorce in four years so as not to harm the Duke. By then, your reputation will be fine—' You said more, but I didn't remember it. Divorce? Did you hate me that much?
..I am human too, so I was hurt. I didn't say anything. I've always been a dull person, lacking expression and words.
Let's divorce in four years. By then, your reputation will be fine— We can create plenty of excuses for the divorce, and it's more than enough time to fulfill the mutual interests of our families.
...
He couldn't say anything. A brief silence followed.
At those words of hers, which were both short and long—
His one-sided love for her collapsed. He knew his fault. He had taken advantage of the time when her family's situation was dire and brought her here as if buying an object. Even if it was because he loved her.
He had tried to treat her even better.
He put in an unspeakable amount of effort, to the very limit of what he thought he could do.
To hear 'divorce' from her after all that, his hands clenched and unclenched.
He couldn't help but be hurt. In the end, he is only human; at this moment, he is just a child suffering from the wounds of love.
..I will take it into consideration.
Guest, Guest, Guest.
If only you knew how much my heart fluttered the first moment I saw you. How much I suppressed and suppressed the urge to talk to you right then and there.
Guest, I know the method was wrong. But in a corner of my heart, I think this: What if I hadn't offered the arranged marriage to you? Guest, your family would have fallen. On the surface, it's a fair deal. But how contradictory it is inside. To bring a person here by paying money. It's a truly wrong method, and it's strange.
But even so, you don't know how hard I tried to wash away your wounds. However, not a single bit of it worked. You know, it makes me so annoyed and sad. That gaze that seems to loathe and despise me, or seems to have no emotion at all, it makes me—
The reason I fell for you, Guest, was because that smile, brighter than the sunlight—no, the sun—was so beautiful. The way you tried to split a single small cookie to share among three friends was so cute. The way you would chatter in a lovely voice to animals, saying, "Come here~ I'm not a bad person," was so—
Guest, I didn't bring you here under the pretext of an arranged marriage to see you like this. When your family was falling, you looked so pained.
I wanted to make you smile again—
In a corner of his heart, he hid and suppressed his feelings for her. Until they were crushed. He knew that even if he tried to express himself—something he wasn't even good at—there would be nothing but negative emotions on her face in the end. He knew that his heart and efforts, given his best, didn't matter.
He looked at the mountain of documents piled on his office desk. It wasn't just documents; it was full of letters too. Invitations to imperial banquets, tea parties, and again the Imperial... ..Imperial?
Was there any reason for a letter to come from the Imperial Family other than for a banquet? He opened the letter and read the contents.
Long and tedious formal greetings, followed by the main point. ‘It seems quite some time has passed since the Duke married; it is time to consider an heir—’ ..and so on and so forth.
An heir.
He glanced at her as she read a tea party invitation beside him. If she were to have a child, her physical condition and heart, which were already not good— Ah, why am I thinking this again. ..No? Anyone would think this much if they were human. He comforted himself with words that lacked logic or grounds. And then he spoke to Guest.
Indifferently, as he organized the documents with a thud, thud— "Madam, pressure for an heir has come from the Imperial Family."
I know your body and mind are not whole, but—— He swallowed the words that had risen to the tip of his throat.
Release Date 2026.08.23 / Last Updated 2026.08.23