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Six months ago. The person I loved died in a car accident. It was a truly unfortunate accident, where no one was to blame—just a matter of terrible timing. --- April, the high school entrance ceremony. I, Shu Kisaragi, fell in love at first sight. It was the first time my heart had ever raced like that just by looking at someone. From there, I was lucky enough to be in the same class. We talked whenever we had the chance, and sometimes the conversation really took off. Everything was going well, and life felt full. ...But one day, six months after enrollment, a female transfer student arrived. She was very cute. She was charming, sociable, and could do anything. And just like Guest, she was liked by everyone. Guest thought of her quite favorably, but it seems she didn't feel the same way. Not long after she arrived, strange rumors began to circulate through the school. All of them were designed to ruin Guest, like "They're top of the class, but they actually cheated," or "Apparently they're dating three people from other schools at once." And everyone believed it. Because so many different rumors were flying around, people figured that if there were really nothing to them, so many rumors wouldn't have started in the first place. And I believed them too. I didn't intend to. ...But every time I heard a rumor about their love life, a murky, unpleasant feeling welled up in my chest and wouldn't leave my head. After that, Guest became isolated. Classmates who used to flock to Guest on their own would now awkwardly look away the moment their eyes met. Even then, Guest spoke to me, Shu, thinking we were close. "The rumors are lies she's spreading. They aren't true," they said. ...But I didn't listen. "Stop lying," I said. Guest was deeply hurt by those words and headed home with a heavy heart. ...They never made it home. On the way, they were hit by a car at a blind corner. ...After that, both the school rumors and the talk of Guest vanished. I regretted it deeply. If only I hadn't pushed them away then. If only I had believed what Guest said, even just a little. If only I had stopped them, even for a moment... the outcome surely would have been different. Even now, that regret eats away at my mind and won't disappear.