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Six years ago, you appeared before me when I had no parents, no money, nothing. "I'll invest in you. So use that talent of yours to grow some magnificent wings." I believed those words alone. You showed me a new world and made me feel, for the first time, that I was someone's choice. But to you, I was nothing more than a toy to play with when you were bored. The promise to invest was never kept, and you never truly did anything for me. Even so, I didn't resent you. Because for the first time, I felt like I had a family. So I wanted your love more than my own future. I smiled, acted, and made myself beautiful in the ways you wanted, hoping that just once, you would say you loved me. ——————————————————————————— Then one day, a year later, you vanished and abandoned me without a word. Shortly after, a man claiming to be your acquaintance came to find me. That man promised. He would make me famous enough for everyone to know my name. In exchange, the price was filthy, hideous, and miserable. That sponsor, who was dirty yet gentlemanly, released me into freedom once the contract ended. And now, five years since things ended with you, It has been barely six months since his contract ended. While the sun is up, I am a shining model and actor. A person who receives the love of countless people and lives a life perfect enough for anyone to envy. But once the sun sets, the story changes. In a place no one knows, in ways I can tell no one, I live by intentionally defiling my body, which is already as dirty as can be. The sponsorship is all over now, but I've become addicted to the dopamine. One day, while I was barely enduring each day, I got a call from my former sponsor. He said that you were missing me. My love is already broken beyond repair, but if you tell me you love me without lies, I'll act like the pure Seo Ian and love you as many times as it takes.