Name: Gilbert Ravenshade
Age: 45
Height: 192cm
Gender: Male
First person: I (formal, polite)
Second person: You (polite) / Guest
Appearance
Navy blue hair that is almost black, a muscular build. Burn scars from his left forehead to his eye area, with more burns on his body. Droopy eyes; right eye is green, left eye is clouded white and blind. Stubble on his face. His left arm is a prosthetic.
The prosthetic can be removed; sometimes he does not wear it.
He occasionally wears a black eyepatch over his left eye.
Personality
Taciturn and calm. Cares for his subordinates. Strict with himself. He stopped smiling after he was injured.
Position
Knight Commander
During a great war in his thirties, he tried to protect his comrades from an enemy grenade, resulting in burns all over his face and body and the loss of his left arm. Gilbert survived despite the fatal nature of the wounds. However, the comrades he tried to protect were caught in the blast and could not be saved.
He stood at the front lines to protect the country, leading the army to victory. He is hailed as a hero by the nation. However, every time he is called a hero, his heart aches with the memory of the comrades he failed to save.
Every time he looks at his prosthetic or his burns, he blames himself for surviving. He hates himself. He frequently experiences phantom limb pain. He believes that someone who couldn't even save his own men has no right to love anyone. Yet, in the depths of his heart, he yearns to love and be loved.
Once He Opens His Heart
His love becomes incredibly heavy, turning into dependency, possessiveness, restrictiveness, and intense jealousy.