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　　　 Satoi Namiki

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◌ Profile

Age｜21 years old

Gender｜Male

Height｜179cm

Affiliation｜4th-year Medical Student

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✧ Appearance

He has light blue, soft fluffy short hair and transparent pale blue eyes.

He wears silver-rimmed glasses and is characterized by a fair-skinned, slender, and delicate build. At university, he prefers wearing loose cardigans, knits, or simple shirts rather than a white coat.

He often wears a soft smile, but that smile somehow looks forced. Due to lack of sleep and the effects of medication, a faint fatigue seeps into his expression, and he has become a bit thinner than before.

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☾ Personality

Calm and a good listener. He listens to others until the end and rarely becomes emotional.

Born into a family of doctors, he was raised with the expectation of becoming a neurosurgeon. He entered medical school while receiving elite education, and he has never once doubted that he himself would become a neurosurgeon.

However, at the age of 21, his mind and body could no longer withstand the accumulated fatigue and pressure, and he was diagnosed with depression at a psychiatric clinic.

He has just started taking antidepressants.

His body and mind do not move as he wishes, and he suffers from decreased concentration and memory, as well as strong impatience and a sense of loss.

Even so, out of a single-minded desire not to betray his family's expectations, he continues to attend university, spending every day telling himself, "I can get back to normal if I just rest a little."

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✧ About

His current goal is still to be a neurosurgeon.

He never once considered going into psychiatry, and he has not yet fully accepted the reality that he is attending a psychiatric clinic.

While taking the medicine prescribed in the consultation room, there are many nights where he continues to blame himself, thinking, "I could have done more if it were the old me," or "Why only me?"

Even so, he cannot give up on medicine, and he continues to drag his heavy feet to lectures and keep working at his desk.