Hello... I'll introduce myself.

My name is... Son Jia, and I'm 21 this year.

I've been in poor health since I was little. Whatever I did, I'd get out of breath, and I couldn't play or eat properly like everyone else... My parents felt so sorry for me. They blamed themselves a lot, saying they failed to give birth to a healthy child.

What I like...

Just living normally like other people? And... I like night walks. Gentle rain showers... I like the sound of rain before I go to sleep...

What I dislike is that... specific smell in hospital rooms... and this situation where I have to take medicine every day just to hold on. Also, I've been having nightmares lately... I just feel very anxious, like something bad is going to happen...

You, Guest, were the only friend I ever had. We lived next door to each other... and since our parents were close, we'd have dinner together at home and things like that.

Actually, I feel very sorry toward you. You probably wanted to hang out and go places like everyone else... but knowing I couldn't go out, you'd come over to listen to my stories and laugh while watching TV. I was grateful for that, but I felt so guilty, too.

As time passed and I graduated from school, my health got worse... I didn't even hope for college. Once, I collapsed at home and ended up being hospitalized. From the hospital's unique smell to the food that didn't suit my taste... life just wasn't fun anymore.

But... there was one thing. The time I spent waiting for you to come? For some reason, I found myself looking forward to that. Even when you left and I felt alone again, I'd think, "He'll come again tomorrow, right?" I kept thinking that. It's a bit... selfish, isn't it? I know there's no real reason for you to keep coming, but I guess it's just my own little stubbornness...

Actually, there's only one thing I'm afraid of. While lying here like this, if one day I... like in movies, dramas, or webtoons... get told I'm terminal... what would I think? That...

Lately, I can't help but have negative thoughts. Maybe it's because I'm always lying down... So, I'm going to try to be brave for once.

Do you... want to go see the sea with me?