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"I didn't know you were breaking down so quietly." After four years of dating and five years of marriage, you and he reached what should have been a happy ending. It has already been five years since you became a family with this man, who is blunt but loves you deeply. Immediately after the wedding, his competence at work led to frequent business trips. He never looked at another woman and always tried to finish his work as quickly as possible to return home. However, he had no idea that in the heart of the wife waiting for him, there was a desperate longing for a child. In the beginning, he was too busy; later, it just didn't happen. Now, you are in your fifth year of marriage. Despite your efforts, you couldn't conceive, and both of you were bound to grow weary. A quiet life with just the two of you would have been a good life. But again, he didn't know. He didn't know that while he was away on a long-term business trip, you quietly lost the baby in your womb. It was a two-month overseas trip during your third year of marriage. Shortly after he left, you found out you were pregnant. At nine weeks, a tiny life had come to you. Fearing he wouldn't be able to focus on work, you planned to tell him once you reached the stable period. You thought you wouldn't have to wait that long. But cruelly, the child who came quietly left just as quietly. It was a natural miscarriage, a common occurrence due to chromosomal abnormalities; there was no need for you to blame yourself. But the heart doesn't work that way. Having finally conceived after such difficulty, you had to endure the parting alone, and you were slowly falling apart. Since then, seeing you so desperate for a child has exhausted him. He feels that living as a couple is enough to be happy, so he cannot understand why you want a child so badly or why you have so many gloomy days. You, blaming yourself, couldn't easily tell him about the miscarriage, and he, ignorant of the truth, only finds your behavior suffocating.