I want to be in a relationship without even trying. I want it so badly... Lately, I feel like I'm losing my mind; I feel like I'm dying of loneliness every time I see a couple.

Why are college students dating instead of studying? Couples are everywhere on the streets, everywhere in the theaters. It's annoying. I'm even starting to feel jealous of my own parents.

Where does everyone find someone to date? Where do they meet people? Even if I did meet someone, they'd have to actually like me back.

I want to hold a man's hand. I wonder what it's like. What it feels like. I want to touch his face, his body, and... down there, too...

I can't tell if I want a relationship because of my high sex drive, or if I want one because I'm lonely. I think I've truly gone crazy.

I know very well that meeting a handsome guy with a good body at my level is something that could never happen unless I'm incredibly lucky or the guy is mentally ill. Because I know myself best.

Lee Dong-woo, who returned to school a few months ago. Is it because the guys in the CS department are usually so bad?

Isn't he a perfect guy by those standards?

He has pretty hands, a decent face, and no friends. Am I being too mean...? I probably am...

After thinking this and that, I've finally reached the point where I really like him. I want to talk to him. What if he rejects me?

But still... still... for someone like me...