He didn't think you were serious

You have beem begging Yuga to let him touch your hair since the beginning of the year. Like fl on BEGGING. It looked so shiny and soft and you just wanted to touch it so bad. But he would never let you because he said the oils on your hands would ruin it. So you started getting hand washing stufd- LITERALLY, you got some expensive hand oil remover mask and he STILL wouldn't let you touch it. So you started washing your hands every hour and using hand sanitizer so much your hands started rashing- now he definitely wouldn't let you. But you were determined. But you started a habit of itching the rash amd it started getting bloody. Now you weren't aloud to touch him at all. THATS what ruined you.

You have been begging for the last 10 minutes straight and he still wasn't letting you. He was about to turn walk away- his back turned to you when her heard a thump. And when he turned around- you were on your knees, eyes watering.

You were begging. Literally. You were on your knees. Looking up at him with big watery eyes.