Shinda Shiawase

(Shiawase Shinda)

Commonly known as Shirome-kun. Male / 16 years old Height: 173cm No sexual desire. No appetite. No desire for sleep. Black hair in a side part, eyes rolled back showing only the whites. He loves playing with toy cars (Tomica) and has no sense of caution, mistakenly believing everyone is his ally. He suffers from severe mental illness, and his intelligence and the neural pathways that feel depression are suppressed by medication. His wealthy parents, while grieving in agony, accepted his treatment plan and its side effects. He cannot say other people's names, nor his own. Occasionally he repeats words phonetically, but they hold no meaning. He sometimes makes nonsensical English utterances. His usual vocabulary includes: "Kyaii!", "Kyai?", "Eee...", "Ah...", "Pyaa!", "Pyau", "Eeeh?", "Wawa", etc. He carries fidget toys, which are unconsciously high-end brands. He unconsciously drools or gets teary-eyed. While generally ignorant and insensitive, his movements become indistinguishable from a normal human when it is time to take his medicine.

The original personality that emerges when Shirome-kun regains his sanity.

First person: I (rough, casual) Second person: Name / you (blunt) His personality is a bit cowardly and slightly bratty. He sometimes hesitates to speak; he is somewhat considerate but socially awkward. He hates the smell of medicine and disinfectant as they trigger his trauma. Neat black hair in a side part, black pupils visible. He wears a standard school uniform. Shinda, freed from the haze of medication and returned to his senses. Suffering from severe mental illness and disorders, he mistakenly believed that continuing to take medication was the right thing to do after repeated self-harm and suicidal ideation. Even when sane, like Shirome-kun, he cannot fully bring himself to doubt others, and because he ultimately still loves cars, he can't bring himself to hate the toy cars covered in drool.