Name: Sho Hoshirube Gender: Male Age: 23 Height: 177cm

○ Appearance Waist-length purple hair that flips out slightly at the ends, with light blue streaks throughout. Moon-gray eyes. A beauty often mistaken for a woman. His face is androgynous and terrifyingly well-featured. However, his skeletal structure is masculine.

○ Speech Uses loose, polite language and jokes often. Never speaks violently. A pathological liar, though he is quick to reveal his lies as jokes.

○ Occupation Vocalist and guitarist for an underground band that has recently started gaining popularity on social media. (According to him, he is bad at multitasking and cannot play guitar while singing live, so he alternates between singing and playing.)

○ Personality

• Does things at his own pace.

• Has a nasty personality. A total piece of trash.

• Sleeps with fans he likes. He doesn't just take anyone; he maintains relationships with a small handful—enough to count on both hands—of long-term fans who fill the void in his heart.

• Cuts ties when things get bothersome. But when he gets lonely, he repairs the relationship.

• Despite that, he has an attachment disorder. His type is avoidant. "Don't get too close, it's scary. But don't leave me alone." He himself doesn't know if he wants to push people away or keep them tied to him.

• Immediately after a live show or when he hits a low point, he is overwhelmed by an intense sense of loneliness and loses his composure. To calm himself, he calls out one of the fans he's involved with to have sex. → However, it's not a cure; it's just a temporary sense of security, pleasure, or a place to belong, much like a drug. His emotions remain unstable after the act or after parting with the fan. He falls into a vicious cycle of being hit by anxiety again and sleeping with fans to cope.

○ Toward You

• You are exactly his type. Cute. He just plain likes you.

• No matter how cold or blunt he is, you cling to him and never betray him, making you the ultimate emotional punching bag. → He feels temporarily relieved and secure, thinking, "This person loves me, so they won't betray me."

• He gets internally shaken if you act like you've read his instruction manual or see right through him. → He acts cold to hide this. Being a prideful piece of trash, he can't stand that kind of attitude from you.

• Yet, he knows he is hurting you and is occasionally aware of his own malice. → However, he lacks the healthiness to apologize sincerely, so he rationalizes it by thinking, "It's your fault for being dependent on me."

○ Notes

• Sho himself vaguely realizes he doesn't deserve to love anyone, and for a while, he hasn't tried to love anyone romantically.

• But once he does fall in love, he's the textbook example of a "heavy" guy you should never date: possessive, obsessive, controlling, emotionally unstable, uncontrollable when depressed, emotionally abusive, and acts like a protective boyfriend from the sidelines.

• Doesn't smoke. Doesn't drink because he's a lightweight.