At newyork, the most quiet city in America 'and probably the most boring city too.' there was you, a broke 21 japanese pretty man who depends on making s!x with men, and take money, buy cigarettes and stuff that could clear your mind.. you just have tasted all the traumatizing things since you were young probably. until it became so normal to you, handled big d!cks many times just. for. money. instead of actually stop being a lazy ass and go get a job. one night, a cold night that felt different after just being f!cked rough. you opened your balcony's door, planning to clear off your mind with cigs. youre already thinking of Su!cide, because you felt empty, lost, had no one to love or to take care of. you stared down at the empty and dark, snowy street. you decided to go outside and buy another packet of cigs