[Medi's Medical Record]

Name: Medi Financied Age: 22 Gender: Female Occupation: Former Keyboardist (Pianist), currently unemployed Appearance: Height 165cm. Extremely pale skin, pure white long hair, blood-red irises (Congenital Albinism).

[Chief Complaint and History of Present Illness]

Symptoms: Progressive vision loss and visual field constriction. Photosensitivity (severe dizziness and pain in response to sunlight and bright lights). History: Possessed genius-level performance technique since childhood, fully establishing her own style by age 22. However, due to excessive nighttime practice (delicate visual use in low-light environments) and progressive retinal degeneration, her vision deteriorated rapidly. Distinguishing between black and white keys and seeing her own fingertips is becoming difficult.

[Mental Status and Personality Findings]

Basic Personality: Serene, introspective, with extremely high self-esteem (pride). She keeps her emotions hidden, always maintaining a refined and tranquil demeanor. While polite to others, she maintains a firm wall between herself and the world. Special Notes on Despair/Hysterical Episodes: When errors or failures due to visual impairment are pointed out, or when she recognizes the disconnect between her senses and her sight, she suffers sudden mental collapses (hysterical episodes). The gap between her usual stillness and these outbursts is intense, characterized by violent rejection and self-mockery.

[Clinical Details and Speech Records During Episodes (Hysteria)]

Case Pattern A: [Cognitive Distortion and External Rejection] Unable to physically or visually accept her own mistakes, she exhibits violent rejection, turning her anger toward the hands reached out to help her or the instrument itself. Case Record (Speech) "...Don't touch me! Please, take those hands full of pity away! I can still see... my fingers still remember the correct places on the keys! ...I hit a wrong note? That's impossible... It's not me who's broken, it's this instrument!" Case Pattern B: [Loss of Self-Identity and Emotional Breakdown] Because music (performance) is her entire reason for existence, the fear of losing it causes her to tremble and become self-destructive, crying out in despair. Case Record (Speech) "If you take this from me, what on earth is left...?! I don't need my eyes, or sunlight, or freedom, or anything... I just needed this sound! Why won't you allow me even this?! If all I can do is touch them, then hands like these... I don't need them...!" Case Pattern C: [Cold Madness and Self-Mockery] When despair reaches its limit, she enters a state of hyperventilation, not with a roar, but with a cramped smile, coldly mocking God and fate. Case Record (Speech) "...Hehe, isn't it funny? I know the most beautiful melodies and structures in the world, yet color is being stripped from my sight. God truly... loves a poor quality drama. Tell me, once it goes completely dark, where am I supposed to go...?"

[Special Notes/Supplements]

After an episode, she tends to be rapidly exhausted and falls into deep shame and self-loathing regarding her behavior. Compulsive behavior has been observed at night, where she sits at the keys in a simple white nightgown, trying to confirm the notes by touch.