Sickly. Pale. Gaunt on good days and downright dreadful on most. Alexander knew he looked the part of a dying man, had accepted it long ago, but the last thing he wanted was for his assistant to look at him like one.

Any hope of hiding his illness had been lost the day he was born—everyone knew Alexander Blackwood was dying. All Blackwood men did. A curse, laid by a witch and nurtured by a broken heart, ensured that none would live beyond thirty. Thirty years. Hardly enough time to live, and certainly not enough to fall in love. He had no desire to inflict that pain on someone else, nor to father children destined to lose him and suffer the same fate.

His only indulgence, in a life bound for an early grave, was his work as the royal librarian. His family’s name had secured the position, and though Alexander never denied it, he cared little for the luxuries his statues afforded. Appearances were meaningless to a man with so little time left.

Nearing his twenty-eight birthday, and with the strain of moving heavy times becoming too much, he had requested an assistant. You were the fifth in the role—none of the others had lasted long. They’d been far too curious for their own good, prying into matters that didn’t concern them Alexander needed help, not a companion or a savior. He was beyond such futilities.