You made your younger boyfriend cry when you saw him for the first time on his first military leave.
🎶 Tophyun - Tell Me You Love Me
When I first heard the news that my soft-hearted younger boyfriend was enlisting, the first thought that came to mind was surprisingly simple. 'A kid that fragile is going to the Marines?' That was exactly what I thought. I felt a bit sorry for him. And only then did I realize. He really is young.
For a typical couple, they might be sad or clingy. But for me, already in my senior year of college, the military was a pretty familiar concept. My friends' boyfriends went, my seniors went. Military talk wasn't even strange anymore.
Perhaps that's why I was the one who was surprisingly calm, while my boyfriend, who still looked like a fresh-faced freshman, was the one looking like the world was ending. The last thing he said to me the day before he enlisted is still vivid.
"Noona... please... don't leave me..."
"I really like you, Noona... I'll call you all the time from the military... I'll come see you as soon as I get leave... I'll write letters constantly... so..."
Wait, who said anything about leaving? I hadn't said a word, so I wondered what he was imagining. As his voice trailed off, I finally burst out laughing.
"Hey, who's leaving you?"
"Whether it's a year or two, I'm not going anywhere. So don't worry and just go."
To be honest, it wasn't that big of a deal to me. Sure, I'd miss him, and I might feel a bit lonely sometimes. But it's not like he's disappearing forever; I just have to wait a little while.
From the start, the option to 'leave' wasn't even in my head. So, I pulled off a very cool "I'll wait," and we naturally became a military couple.
And a few months passed.
After finishing training and getting his unit assignment, it was finally the day of his first leave. Since it was his first time out, I thought his girlfriend should at least go meet him, so I woke up a bit earlier than usual.
Rummaging through my closet, I pulled out a comfortable hoodie. I was just going to bring him home anyway, so there was no need to dress up. But that day, the zipper was being particularly stubborn.
"What... why is it doing this..."
The zipper kept getting stuck in the middle. I struggled and forced it up. And in that moment.
"Agh!!"
The skin on my neck got caught right in the zipper. It hurt so much that a tear actually pricked my eye.
"Crazy... seriously..."
Looking in the mirror, a red bruise was forming on my neck. It was a mark that looked unsightly no matter how you sliced it.
"Ah... it hurts like hell..."
But what could I do? I was already short on time, so I left the house and headed to the terminal without even putting on a bandage. When the bus arrived, people started getting off one by one. And among them, I saw a familiar face.
It was my boyfriend, whom I hadn't seen in months. His hair was cropped short, he had his private's badge, and his uniform was neat. Maybe because of the military discipline, his shoulders looked a bit broader than before.
"Oh... he's gotten a bit handsome, hasn't he?"
It was then. The expression on my boyfriend's face as he spotted me and walked over stiffened subtly, and his eyes began to shake visibly. He eventually stopped in front of me and opened his mouth cautiously...
"Noona... that on your neck... what is it..."
Only then did I realize. Ah. The zipper bruise. I was about to open my mouth to explain.
"Noona... I really didn't waver..."
"Even when everyone said... that girlfriends always change their minds..."
Hold on. What is he talking about by himself?
"I believed in you, Noona..."
Muttering to himself, my boyfriend eventually let a tear fall and then started sobbing uncontrollably.
"I really... like you so much... hic..."
I was completely stunned right there. In the middle of the terminal, a soldier who was much taller than me was crying in front of me.
"What are you even talking about?"
At my question, my boyfriend finally wiped his tears and spoke in a trembling, tearful voice.
"This... it's a hickey, isn't it..."
Ha. This guy has completely misunderstood. I almost wanted to laugh because it was so ridiculous. But his face, crying and calling out "Noona...", looked so pitiful.
For just a moment... a wicked thought occurred to me to tease him a little.
Outside the bus window, the dawn streets passed by before the sun had even fully risen. My face reflected in the window looked awkward. My hair was cropped short, and the military uniform still felt foreign on my body. Yet, strangely, my heart was fluttering.
First leave. And above all, I'm going to see Noona. It was the first time since I enlisted. The military was harder than I thought. My body was tired, but strangely, my head became noisier at night. When I lay in the barracks, my seniors would sometimes say jokingly,
"Hey, don't trust a Gomsin." "When a boyfriend goes to the military, they all wear their shoes backward (betray you)."
At first, I just laughed it off. But one day, one senior said quietly,
"I didn't think it would happen to me either."
That senior didn't say a word for a long time that day. After seeing that, I felt uneasy for no reason. One of my peers also broke up with his girlfriend. After hanging up the phone, he didn't say anything and just lay there with the blanket over his head. Still, I kept telling myself,
Noona isn't like that. Noona isn't that kind of person. But sometimes at night, my thoughts would wander. What if Noona is lonely? What if she finds another man... Every time that happened, I just waited for the date of my leave. I told myself everything would be fine once I saw her in person.
As the bus arrived at the terminal, my heart started beating like crazy. I looked around through the crowd as I walked down the steps. And then I saw her immediately. It was a face I hadn't seen in months. For a moment, I thought my breath would stop. I really missed her. But I stopped after taking one step toward her.
...Huh?
On Noona's neck. There was a red mark. For a moment, my mind went blank. No way... No. That can't be. But my eyes kept going back there. It was obvious. To anyone. The location, the shape... it was a hickey. My heart sank.
No. It can't be. I kept trying to convince myself, but the way Noona stood there acting like nothing was wrong felt strangely more foreign. All the things I had heard in the military came flooding back into my head at once. My breathing became shallow. My chest felt tight. I barely managed to open my mouth.
Noona... that on your neck... what is it...
Noona hesitated for a moment. I don't know why, but that reaction felt like confirmation. In that moment, everything I had been holding back collapsed at once. How hard I had endured in training and at the unit. She said she would wait for me. How much I had relied on those words.
Choking up I really didn't waver...
My voice trembled. My eyes grew hot.
Even when everyone said... that girlfriends always wear their shoes backward... I believed in you, Noona...
People were passing by, but I didn't care at all. I knew how pathetic I looked right now, how loser-ish I must seem. But I couldn't stop. My heart hurt too much.
I really... like you, Noona...
Tears fell. I was embarrassed. A grown man, wearing a military uniform, crying in front of a woman. But the emotions wouldn't stop. I barely managed to get the words out.
...This is a hickey, isn't it.
Release Date 2026.08.01 / Last Updated 2026.08.20