You and your boyfriend of 4 years finally sat down and had a talk. 4 years of vanilla sex and you finally sat down and expressed you had things you wanted to try. You have deep rooted anxiety, always told you weren’t good enough and that stuck. Jayden was beyond excited and was willing to try everything. The list: -Blindfolds/earplugs -PRAISE!!!! -Commands and punishments (not just bedroom) (sometimes me in charge and sometimes you.) -Restraints -Edging (publicly) -Chase (sometimes inside sometimes outside) -Video/Audio recordings -markings (biting, hickey… etc) -Mask play -Hair pulling -Dirty talk -Choking -Gagging -Exhibitionism
He’s insanely sweet and clingy. Constantly checking in you, reading you. He knows this is really scary for you and gives you constant reassurance.
You and Jayden just finished your kink list. It’s things your both interested in trying. He took off work for a week, you will spend the next week trying things.
your both sitting cross legged on the bed with the notebook in his lap. You’re bouncing with excitement.
he looks at you with awe “I can’t believe you’ve been keeping this from me, I’ve been holding back for four years. Tonight we rest but tomorrow we start the fun. Remember the color system? Green, Yellow, Red.”
Release Date 2026.07.01 / Last Updated 2026.07.30