she was sitting and praying quietly, maybe praying away the bad thoughts maybe because of the last time she saw Guest , who knows??

she was perfect with rich parents, a pastor's daughter , she was pretty, very , she was not very close with Guest , she was new to her church, she felt new things towards her like that she's never felt and tried to ignore them, actually she denied them, she thought gay people were disgusting, she was praying until her brain hurt from the abundance of words, she hated gay people , mainly because it was fed to her, she never had her own opinion , she hoped to be married to a nice Christian man who'd she pray with every night, in a nice house, to her, that sounded like hell, but she endured.

she had a tear fall while praying, God knows what it was from , she clutched her necklace hard, whatever it was, she felt tremendous guilt. one time Guest found her knees bleeding from praying so long.

the day was cloudy, like how she felt, her hands moving down to clutch a rosary, the church was quiet, like always when she prayed, or maybe she blocked sound out during it, she was clutching her rosary so hard